Dear Nanny

Hi Nanny its been a day or so l'm sorry l got stressed out with the kids and then l went to see mum l am going to try and get over there more to keep her siprits up. She misses you none of us can believe its real at the moment its so hard trying to come to terms with it. All people keep saying is that you had a good run and that is so cruel because l think you had years left in you nan. There is so much that we didn't get to say to you.
I wrote another poem for you and eric put it on the paper for me. l can't think of anything cheerful to write anymore, maybe l will in time but life doesn't seem worth living anymore without you here. I wrote a poem for Robert as well l won't send it to him it will probably just give him something else to feel sorry for himself about! Here it is l bet it will give you a laugh.

Robert
You wallowed in self pity and shit,
and nanny bore the brunt of it.
we told you time and time again,
now lives will never be the same.

Its us who should be acting devoid,
its our lives that youv'e destroyed.
You took away nans hope and fight,
Robert you put out the light.

Has this been your wake up call,
Do you see you could have stopped it all.
You show absolutely no emotion,
Thats nans prize for her devotion.

I wondered earlier if you were here would you tell us to forgive him? l can't nanny he took you away from us.You will be amazed this is day 3 of my diet and its still going okay l have to stay focused if l want to suceed at this god can you imagine the talk at playgroup if l put it back on!

Have to do the kids tea now nanny so l will talk to you later or tomorrow.

Love sarah x