Dear Nanny

Jayne and l went to see you yesterday nanny in the funeral home, people told us not to that we should remember you as we last saw you but l felt l owed it to you nanny to say a proper goodbye. You looked so ill the last time l saw you and now l am full of "if onlys" I wish now we had come to get you for the twins party you never ever missed one and we should have made sure you didn't miss that one. I wish l had rung you and not been put off by the "freak" he has a lot to answer for nanny. I know l shouldn't be bitter but you should still be here Kieran kept you from us and l can never forgive him for that. They had two days to call us and tell us that you were in hospital but the CHOSE not to,of course they can say now they regret it big deal. We have to live with that for the rest of our lives and you paid the ultimate price. You gave the last twenty odd years to raising that freak as if he was your own son for him to turn on you. Our only consolation is that now you are at peace and they can never hurt you again.

I will make sure nanny that you are never forgotten that my children remember you for that special,warm and loving nanny that you we know you were