Dear Nanny

Sorry nanny l know its been a couple of days, l have been decorating the living room and kitchen this house is such a dive we thought we better cheer it up. It reminded me of last year when l painted the outside toilet l only did that because l didn't want you to struggle on the stairs if you needed a wee. You used to be the same as me in that respect its definitely a cook women trait although Jayne doesn't have it. I am always busting for the toilet and l hardly ever drink. Its been a quiet week nanny l still miss you more and more each day.Its not geting any better the anger at Robert grows every day and l don't know how to stop it. We want to know what happened in your last days was he nasty to you, did you tell him you felt really bad did he feed you did he give you a drink.I can't believe we will never ever see you again nanny.

Sarah xx